Wednesday, August 15, 2007
If you are getting sick of whiny posts, then you best leave now. This is not going to be much better.
I met with a rector of a local Episcopal church yesterday. My feelings about the whole thing are almost more than I can state. I am happy that things are starting to move but I am upset that a bunch of stuff was going on without my knowledge. The canon has been sending e-mails about my Anglicanization to her without sending anything to me. I would have liked to have known what was being done. I also would have liked to have known that my chances of getting a call were nill before I became destitute. It would have been nice of them to treat me like an adult.
I am thoroughly losing any respect I have ever had for organized religions.
I have gone through school, I have graduated. Now I feel like I at square zero. You know, the way I'm feeling is that I really don't need the church. Why put up with all the bull. Serving God's people shouldn't be so convoluted.
I am just all kinds of angry and don't really know how to channel this anger so as to do good and not just get me in another intractable bind.