Friday, May 05, 2006
Sometimes this just sucks.
I have just had some really bad days. My life is in turmoil but I can't talk to anyone about it. People do not expect their pastors to have a bad day, we are supposed to be superpeople who can handle anything. When we have a bad day, we are expected to buck it up and continue to absorb what other people throw our way.
The Episcopal bishop was not overly helpful. I know he is trying but it is difficult to find a call (at least one that pays). So I could be out of the ELCA and into the ECUSA but have no financial support. I want to trust God but God seems to be hiding.
What I really hate is not having people I can just talk with. I cannot say anything to my congregation and it really is isolating.