I guess if life were easy and predictable, it would be boring. But sometimes, it would be nice if it just slowed down a little.
I keep having to wonder if I am in the right place being in the Episcopal Church. I keep wondering if I am the kind of person that the church needs. I am definitely not a high church kind of person. And all the canons and rules drive me nuts.
I feel like I came out of the closet just to go back into another one. This time, it is the closet of theology. I feel like I have to hide my theology and my feelings to be acceptable.