Confusion

I am so confused. I get a call for a possible job. I call back. They call me. I call back. I call back the next day. I finally called back today. I won't be calling back tomorrow. I would like the job, but I feel like I am acting desperate.

I have been having a great time preaching at a local congregation. It is times like that that really reminds me of how much I miss the congregation. I know that there are always going to be pain in the #*#&* people but I do miss being a spiritual leader.

I'm not going to go to the ELCA Churchwide convention as part of a protest. I just don't know if I really want to open all this stuff up. I mean, I am having enough trouble dealing with this season of anniversaries without fighting for the church that let me down.

Seven years ago I started in my first call.

Three years ago I took possession of my house which is now in foreclosure and will be final at the end of September.

Nick has high blood pressure and it cost $80 just to see the doctor. This is the cost without insurance.

We are looking for a place to rent but are having trouble finding a place that will allow us to have pets. And I still don't have a job. And unemployment is coming to an end.

Sorry to be whiny. Things just suck as of late.