What is so annoying is that I have to drag my personal life out and have to defend it. If I were not gay, I would not have to leave my job. I would not have to face unemployment. I would not have to worry about what I will do.
I wish I could just sit back and say, "I know God will see me through." I know God will see me through, I just hate the feeling of being in limbo.
Kind of a whiney post.
I really don't think heterosexuals can truly understand how degrading this is. A heterosexual does not have to take someone aside and tell them that they may not see that person again because they must leave their job beaus of their sexuality. I had to say "good-bye" to some of my colleagues this past weekend. People who I love and respect.