(This may be a bit childish, you can always go someplace else.)
I received what may be my last rejection letter from a congregation. When do I decide that the Church just does not want me? I seem to be getting plenty of signs. I am so tired of the whole thing. I have waited for over a year for something to rear its head, and when something seems to be good, it collapses. Am I really that bad? I must be a horrible person. I look at others, and they have congregations. Why can't I seem to find one?
Well, I am pretty much pitching it. I am not sure what I will do, but whatever it is, it is not going to be in a church. And the church that sent me the rejection letter. You can wait another 2 years until you find someone. If you find someone at all.