I am becoming more and more convinced that I need to be looking in a different direction. I really don't feel like the church has a place for me; at least not me with Nik. Unless I can find an exceedingly liberal congregation, I think I am going to be constantly set up just to get struck down because "others will be uncomfortable."
As I said before, this leaves me in a bit of a predicament: I haven't used my psych background in almost 14 years. I have experience but most people are not comfortable attributing clergy with all that we do. It seems that most people want to keep their Fr. Dowling assumptions about clergy.
What I am afraid is that I will have to go back to school. I am STILL paying off grad school. I actually think with the forbearances I have had that I owe more now then I originally borrowed. But to get anywhere near employable, I am going to need to spiff up my skills.
I hope to find some grants that may help me. I would like to learn some stuff about computing/graphics. I have always been intrigued by electronics. I also would like to learn more about the nexus of art and computing. It could be cool.
At least I have been able to work on stained glass.
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